这感觉..

这感觉已经不对..再怎么挽回..


也徒劳..

好象重来没发生过..

没有了就是没有了..
像烟雾..蒙胧的..那一片是我们的曾经..
风一吹..带来的清澈..告诉我..
那只是一场梦..
醒来后..就好象重来没发生过..

回到过去..

多想回到过去..那些与你度过无数的开心..
多想回到过去..每天说早安道晚安的甜蜜..
多想回到过去..与你分享我的忧愁和欢喜..
多想回到过去..倾听那些让你心碎的事情..
多想回到过去..看你问候的信喜独自欢心..
多想回到过去..无聊难过受伤时总想到你..
多想回到过去..我的心一直一直告诉自己..

多想回到过去..
虽有千百个不愿意却永远回不去..

今天~~~~~~

这么大个人.第一次弄头发..
哈哈..四粒钟叻..看那发型师又吹又涂药水的..
几麻烦一下..呵呵..还好啦..满意就好了..

整个下午就酱过去罗..晚上跟朋友饮茶..
到那天大家都会走完了..走完了..
中六..留下我在新中一年半..
我弄的玉米岂不是为了有个新的开始好好打拼..
我选的这条路..成绩不好的话我的理想就毁灭了..
可我还是放手一赌..

我何尝不想出去..我打从一开始就冲着它来..
可是到最后..成绩还是给了我重重一击..
最大的问题是我错过了..错过了就没得再转头..
唯有走另一跳路罗..

我真的很羡慕..甚至妒忌他们..
他们得到的岂不是我朝思暮想的..
现在说什么也没用..过去了..
祝福我的朋友..帮我达到出国的心愿吧..

Almost the same..Is tat The real me?!

What Choong Yunn Er Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I had to check Dic..==III

philosophical冷静
intuitive直觉的
introverted内向
grumpy粗暴
interfere干涉
strive奋斗
boisterous行动，言词狂暴
fence 保护

gabygaby..

What Gabygaby Means

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I am SORRY..

i am blur bout the genting trip..i dunnoe whether can it b successful..?
first of all,v tot a van costs rm50 only..but now the latest summore shocking new..is rm50 per person??!
omg..how can us afford..i suggest v take bus better..
yet i am innocent..i hope to help too but not shaking legs wait for da day..i dunnoe anything bout planning tat trip..but tats not the accuse rite..?i am feeling useless..(sori,adon)..i dun hope anything unpleasant during the preparation of trip..i cant do ntg but oni share my ideas..everything can discuss rite?if u r willing to share..i am here to listen..

I am A WEIRDO

perhaps..i am too weird for today..or mayb tmr or days after tat..
I admit it..i am a weirdo..
i cant make my own decision n i hate doing tat so much..
i am lost in the fork of my life..before,i wondered which road to go on..even i had decided,i wonder am i right..I wana hav some opinions from sumone i think is important for me..but ya, "i am weird "
watever..moody n moody .. is my feelings tonite..
I feel inferior n i scare for my future..i wonder decision i made would make me regret..
but i noe,if i dun try for tis shoot..i wil regret for myself n doin ntg..jealously seeing my frens flies to place they desired..
watever..after the result released, i will noe the answer..it's too early to comment bout tat..
tats all ,for tonite..

林宥嘉-你是我的眼

最近爱上这首歌..很感动..
看看它的歌词..
细嚼它的意义..
一个盲者的世界..是多么地黑暗..
他们期待看到彩色的世界..看清楚他们亲人的脸庞..和自己的容貌..
而我们,这些可悲的"明眼"人却厌倦于地面上的景色..
看到衣不遮体的乞丐如同路旁小石..把双眼厌恶地别向另一个方向..更别说伸出双手了..
要惜福啊朋友..我们都有一双完好的眼睛..
要看好的东西..看该看的事物..在你还能看到的时候好好把握机会..双眼加上双手..抓紧属于你的幸福..

摇滚青春..

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万中带给我的回忆..好多好多..
犹记得我在毕业典礼上留下的泪水..
是感触..感慨..和感动..
那时我想..同班酱多年了..我们真的要分开了..

我们一起搞活动..玩闹补习聊天..
当然也是会偶尔起争峙..闹别扭..
一起哭一起笑..一起被老师驯话..
分享心底许多秘密..
那些已成过往了吧..
再回首..已意识到..我们再也不是身穿校服的中学生了..
照片上的笑容却还是依然灿烂..偶尔看看旧照..甜蜜又再浮现..

有些人有些事..随着时间的快速川流..都变了..
样貌思想也更为成熟..但愿是越变越好..
唯一不变的是历史..我们曾经携手走过的日子..那是永远..

我们这一班..说真的..无得顶..呵呵..
身为这班的一份子很值得我骄傲..
我们班在pmr创下建校以来最辉煌的成绩..20多个8a生..
去年的spm也不赖..二十多个考生6a以上..
呵呵..真是很为我们这班感到很高兴..
人材无论在那里都是人材..尚未雕缵的玉石也会有飞黄腾达的一天..
不管在那里..我们一起加油吧..朋友..

为了前途为了梦想..大家各自奔向自己的目标..
祝福你们,我曾经的同班同学..

P/S:
当你以后忙着你的学业追逐梦想时..偶尔回忆从前..
也许还记得有个叫什么儿的人跟你一起同窗五年甚至十年的日子..
我会很高兴..至少我还在你心里那个小角落..

KJM回忆录..

出来了一个月又十天..
好怀念..里面的生活..
呵呵..

抽中了..
想起被抽中的那一刻..呵呵..
我还在兴致勃勃的要去看夏日八度演唱会呢..
朋友的电话告知..<<哦,我中了..>>
那时的心情不知是喜是忧..

反对VS支持
爸爸说:那里爬高爬低..几危险哪..
妈妈说:给她学学啦..那里有医生的嘛..去啦..
最后..妈妈赢了..呵呵

进去=坐牢??
看着巴士驶进那个山芭地区..
周围还有猴子跟我们打招呼..要我们住森林?!
天啊!!
一进到去..教练大呼小叫的..很不习惯..
吃马来餐不要说..那个食堂多的不是人..是苍蝇!!
睡白白的病床..还要拿很多的用品..什么嘛..长袖衣长裤?!
最讨厌了..天气又热..又要收拾东西..
也没有朋友和我一起住..
虽说有新朋友..也是我也不能说完全膛开胸怀交流..
那时真的..很孤单..
哇..多么想回家.
第二天分房又分组..
哦..又是一班全新的面孔..
陌生..无奈..

甜蜜的惩罚
alpha的wira wirawati应该很记得..
那次我们的组旗没拿..
大家半夜十二点在padangkawad..服装秀..
呵呵..一起刷牙..跪着组旗..围毛巾..给老师骂..
那是我第一次穿baju kurung..
虽然那时真的很辛苦..可是完毕后..
看到地上的牙膏印..心里也会微微的一笑..
那次之后..任谁也不会忘记组旗了..呵呵..









我的朋友
我个人蛮慢热的..所以初期跟朋友也是闲聊几句..
之后慢慢熟了..真面目也开始露出来了..hoho..
最开心是跟朋友们一起聊天打闹的时候..
身边总有一桶饼陪伴..呵呵..小熊饼,老虎饼..那一罐罐的饼桶总是藏着我们的回忆..

走过大颠大废经过悲伤低落
我们总爱互相作弄..大声说大声笑..
当然也会哭泣..我那段悲伤的回忆..
是他们陪我一起熬过..
谢谢你们..我亲爱的朋友..

senam robik n chicken dance
我最爱的了^^
大家一起来动动手踢踢脚摇摇屁股..hoho..
喏..他们总是笑我好笑..是咩??哈哈..可能吧..
neh neh..
你们看不到了哦=P
Kembara halangan n m16
好好玩哦..这就是爬上爬下的东西了..
超爽的..我成功了..
还有拿枪叻..哇,好自豪..ahohoho~

最后一夜
当初进营是为了这天..
到要回了..却哭得稀里哗啦的..
那天很累..哭到很累..
毕竟有些回忆只能是回忆..
有些朋友..分隔两地了..很难再见回了..
不舍得你们..wish the day..v wil


REUNION

吾爱蛋白..

鸡蛋..剖开了就清清楚楚看得清蛋黄和蛋白..
不只何时开始我把原本的鸡蛋..
搅成了蛋散..白和黄都拌在一起了..
再也分不清..
成长让我措手不及..选择让我恐惧..
选了蛋白想念蛋黄..蛋黄在手了却念着蛋白的好..

一个缺乏自信的人..
不独立..依赖..
一个悲观家伙..
爱比较的人类..

呵..学习着去改变..



回到鸡蛋时代..
不再问.."蛋黄蛋白那个比较好.."

有蛋黄就爱黄..
给到你白的就收吧..
顺其自然..
"她"给你的路你往前走就是了..
不用怕路上再多荆棘..
相信自己..有心就行了..
我选择了..



<<我爱蛋白>>
虽无味..
但我爱..
就行了..

七上八下..

有时候..我也不懂自己要什么..
有时决定了的事又会突然反悔..
喏..我该怎么做??

该选那个好??

好没有安全感...

日夜颠倒..

一点二十三分..我还在网上..
是日?是夜?我已分不清了..
可能..
寂寞..让我醉了.. 空虚..让我昏了..
站在这分叉的道路..何去何从??我选的是对或是错??
好想好想回到以前的生活..或许我会更快乐..??


<<别傻了,回不去了..>>

刺伤自己..

今天去金马仑了..看花看草看树木..
最近太闷了总会想些有的没的..去走走放松一下心情也好的..

才发觉..再娇艳的花..花当你贪婪地想占有她的美时..你才会发觉那只是一场美丽的误会..
你那么不经意的一伸手..她的美就瞬间停留..以后还不是会枯萎会凋零..
所以再美丽的外壳被摧残了..那最后也只剩下空洞..
残余的只是遗憾..
和你那时不经大脑的冲动带来的悔疚..
仙人掌..她带刺的外表已是对你的红色警报..你还要一意孤行的摸下去么??
在手心上的刺会唤醒你>>冲动的结果是刺伤自己..吗??
没人会可怜你的..这是你的选择..看!仙人掌在笑你了..


<<哈哈!可悲的蠢人>>

死心塌地..

曾经..我有很大很远的梦想..
我说我要飞..展开翅膀飞得多高多好..
可是..机会就在..那一线之差..造成遗憾..
无数次的黯然神伤使我铁了心..
死心塌地去读中六了..
没关系的..
过两年后,力量人归来..翅膀硬了..再飞吧..
我要飞上去~~瞰视在我眼下那篇美丽的天空...